I feel terrible for all the people in my life right now. I've been so crazy lately. It's kind of ridiculous actually! I mean, I've been surprising myself with my crazy roller coaster emotions and stress level. I'm shocked that anyone is still talking to me. I don't think I'd talk to me, but I guess I kind of have to...lol.
School started out way stronger than I was expecting and not living with family really put me off balance. I think a lot of it comes from not really being able to plan out my next steps. I want to just know already. Where am I gonna get my first job? What's the next big project due in methods? What am I doing this weekend? Will my grades be what I want them to be this semester? Will I EVER be able to pay my Dad back for everything? (Well, probably not, but I plan to try.) Will my friends and I make it through the year as friends? What does this year hold for me?
Just crazy......I can't wait for things to just fall in place, but I also know that with the answers comes the experience, emotions and everything else that goes with the lessons. I'm not sure how I'll react or behave, but I do know that I will make it through no matter what the outcome...
Here's to the days disappearing under your feet and wishing that the world would stop spinning...
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